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Low...and behold
02:46
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Too late,the damage is done,all I’ve ever learned from love is how to destroy someone.
But what if I say I won’t fuck it up today? Will you believe all the lies I say?
I grabbed your hand and made a pact with Death.
My love for you was for life and not a breath.
You pulled the trigger but even if my head exploded,
my heart is still hard as stone.
Put your hands on me,
feel the weight of emptiness.
I won’t fight anymore to find my place.
I’m an open wound of a human being,
And for this disease,there are no stitches.
I don't need your help hurting myself
You made it worse,you've created hell.
Even your image fades with time,
it’s my best partner in crime.
Another day,another rusty knife in my back.
Whatever I do,it all goes black
I’m standing here listening to all these lies
And everything I could hope for, just simply dies.
One after the other,I understand
how selfish you were.
I’m no saint and you’ll learn it,
no matter how hard it’ll be.
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Sometimes I feel like it's not even worth it,
As if improvement was the greatest lie of all.
I gave my feelings 'cause I thought they'd resound,
All I saw was them bouncing around.
Can't remember what you all used to be
When all that's left of you
Is an undead brainless nightmare.
Surviving the times? More like surviving the scum on this earth.
It's so easy to act like you're alive,
When you're just being fed like swine.
The world keeps dragging me down
And I wish it would all burn down.
You say that you listen,you desire, you hate,
But when I try to ring your strings,
I hate to realize that you're all made of nothing.
I found myself alive in the essence of hate.
You're all born dead,I'm all Alone.
I stand alone against this fucking world,
Searching for answers but maybe there is none.
Happiness? Tell me how it feels,
I've been digging for years,just found empty promises.
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A life too late
04:17
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THOUSANDS TIMES I HEARD YOUR VOICE IN MY DREAMS,
I‘M WASTING DAYS AND NIGHTS.I SEE MYSELF WALKING ON MY KNEES,
CONVINCING ME IT‘S THE NORMAL WAY TO DO IT.
YOU SHOWED ME A PATH TO FOLLOW,
I FUCKING LOST MYSELF.
USELESS EFFORTS.
THE FACT IS THAT I‘M ONLY DYING SLOW.
NEVER ENDING BLOODY RAIN CRAWLING ON MY FACE.
FUTURE HAS THIS TASTE OF MUD THAT I CAN‘T ESCAPE.
EVERYDAY IS FILLED WITH SHIT, AWAITING FOR NO HOPE.
LOCKED IN MY ROOM WHEN I WAS YOUNG,
LOCK IN THIS WORLD WHEN I GET OLD.
EVERYTHING IS SO UNREAL,
WHAT DO U DO WITH ME NOW?
I‘VE BEEN THINKING OF THIS UNTOLD SOLUTION
FOR A FUCKING LONG TIME.
WOULD FREE MY SOUL,
WOULD BREAK THE CURSE.
WHERE TO ESCAPE WHEN YOUR LIFE IS A VICIOUS CIRCLE?
BUT I WANNA FEEL IT WHEN I WIN THIS GAME,
SOON YOU‘LL SEE ME RISE BREAKING OUT OF THESE CHAINS.
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Loveproof
04:09
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I remember that day,I wish I had never met you.
I would have never thought these eyes will change who I am.
You took me in your arms,whispered that all would be fine,i knew you were lying but I was too down.
I swallowed lies and it killed from the inside,I felt myself crawling six feet under ground.
A diamond blinded my mind.
You talk,you talk,you spit so much about how good I could be if I changed.
You wanted to create a perfect man, but you gave birth to a fuckin' beast
A hopeless soul,plagued with lust for vengeance
Loveproof
Can't trust anyone or anything on this earth,
I've turned my heart into stone to feel like home in this deserted world.
You said time is money,but my time is more precious than wasting my life thinking about how stupid I was.
I'd rather be a man on my own than being a slave to feelings. Remorses, I have none.
I can't blame you,for being fucked up.
I’ve tried to be fearless in this world.
Am I living again.Am I breathing again.Am I dying again.
I'm done with trying for nothing,
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Slaughterhome
03:03
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I try to remember what gave me faith in this world when I was kid.
What kept me away from jumping off the cliff.
30 years later and I still don’t know.
I guess I'm weak and that I feel safe living in this blissful throe.
I'm not sure I ever wanted to know, why I feel different,
why i'm running away like a thief.
It would be useless to end this now,
It’s been too late since the day I was born.
These useless thoughts I need to get rid of
I’m done asking my fucking self why ?
Roses are made to be walked on, burn them all.
No right,No wrong
I will just BE.
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Do I remember all the stories my parents told me? Not sure I was even listening.
I can imagine things could have been different had I cared a little more.
All the fairy tales have turned into a pile of shit.
It’s hard to fail where you already have,
Hard to breath with a rope around your neck.
Tell me mom,why did you do this to me? Leaving me here all alone, you know I wasn’t ready.
Bound by these chains,
I’ll try not to suffer.
Deceit takes control,it’s a waste of time.
I see my improvement leads to my own demise.
I was born to die,born to die in this hateful world.
I’ve been hurt since birth and I don’t know why,
Even when all is fine I still can’t figure it out.
Has there ever been something I truly cared about?
I just say everything’s fucked up anyway.
I didn’t get on the train you wanted me to take.
Yesterday’s scars will be tomorrow’s foundations.
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Time Heals Nothing
02:27
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But look at me now,look what this world made of me
Making people cry all around me, i’m just good to laugh when you’re all dying.
Living alone,suffering alone,i don’t wanna take someone with me
in my slow descent into the abysses.
Sometimes it’s just easier to let yourself down,
when all the people around me, become enemies.
I can’t remember what i used to be,
I couldn’t grab your hand to escape from madness.
I prayed all gods i could to gimme better consciousness,
never have the life i wanted,never was the person i wanted.
I wanna die miserable,to regret nothing.
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Reality is a Nightmare
04:50
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Frustration,Oppression
Feeling this world falling into pieces under my feet.
I can’t escape this cursed destiny.
I’m feeling lost,i’m feeling dead inside,
I can’t stand this rain in my head anymore.
If i close my eyes, for long enough,
will things have changed,or will it be worse until the end?
Will this blindfold still prevent me from seeing clearly,from seeing the truth?
I’m feeling lost,i’m feeling dead inside,
I can’t stand this rain in my head anymore.
If i close my eyes,for long enough,
will things have changed, or will it be worsE.
I’m so afraid to see that your heart is black,
a constant struggle inside,but there’s no turning back.
No sympathy for this world,even less for those who live here.
I can’t express myself in this world i don’t fit in.
REALITY IS A NIGHTMARE
Bury hopes and dreams,burn your ideals
Living like a fool,i’m just a useless tool.
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